Here I am at the airport in Sweden just before boarding the plane.. God I was so nervous. I then landed in Melbourne on the 4th of October in the middle of the night, all lost and confused. The first couple of days was a very stressful time for me and I had a constant kind of nervous pain in my stomach.. I mean after all I was all alone, on the other side of the world, trying to figure out what to do, who to hang out with and what to do with my life. I always knew that the nervousness was a good thing though.